Rain

I enjoy the rain, don't get me wrong.
It's the feelings that arise.
Memories that have not been replaced or forgotten.
There used to be comfort in the rain.
I used to feel safe while it rained.

We used to love the rain.
I now only say "Rain Rain Go Away."

six months and a day

signed and delivered

things have never felt so awkward

until you know there is really nothing tying two people together

only what is remembered

and only we know it doesn't happen as much

i believe for the first time i feel like im losing someone

important

even if we continue to keep the relationship of friendship

there is no other road but the one taking us farther away from each other

opposite direction

the people in your life are there as long as they need to be

thats all that happened

and

was going to happen

moments

im in love,

with living.

there was a life i had forgotten about

it was only because i was living for another

awakened again

to the adventures ahead

and its only the beginning

i realized..

this has turned into a video blog.

it will change soon again.

been writing in my journal instead.

ideas stuck there for a minute.

but i'll probably keep posting videos.

LOL

life is good.

but i do...

miss mi familia.

wake up and wish i was not in SJ.

have a gut feeling i should buy a plane ticket to NYC for January.

have a business plan/idea for my dream job.

met a romantic older man, and i probably ruin every conversation with my naive self, but he says i make him laugh.

enjoy being single.

photograph more.

time to let go

there are moments of choices

word

momentos

...

When I laughed, I knew he wanted me again.

A minute later he asked, "Do you love me?"

I laughed some more, "I don't think so."

He looked sad.

After fixing breakfast, we laughed.

and thought maybe I will one day, if we keep laughing.

Best Coast - When I'm With You

an island

open road

i want to be on the road

in serious need of open road

road trip

The Black Keys - To Afraid To Love You
The Black Keys - Never Gonna Give You Up

progress

the best thing you've ever done

is tell me you don't love me anymore.

at night

there is a sudden affair between strangers

only know ears not hands

She said, "Goddamn, I'm tired of being polite, go save somebody else."

"tasted better with alcohol you know how that one goes."

i knew it was you

do we just let it be

as is

what if?

reality and dreams

idea numero uno

zines

periodicals

books

quiet

i dont think about the future

and

children

anymore

so are you the one i'm scheduled to meet?

im not a believer

but it happened

you know that one look

the leaves you speechless

he reminds me of someone else; only better

but maybe im so easy to impress

am i melting fast

i believe in the one look

one time eye contact

and you know

they're the one

there is something

connection

smile

thought bubble

dripping into his lips

firm hand on my waist

strollin in the park hand in hand

burst

ilusion

mate nuestra ilusion

con mi deseos que nunca alcansare

the radiant child

Genius Child

This is a song for the genius child.
Sing it softly, for the song is wild.
Sing it softly as ever you can -
Lest the song get out of hand.

Nobody loves a genius child.

Can you love an eagle,
Tame or wild?
Can you love an eagle,
Wild or tame?
Can you love a monster
Of frightening name?

Nobody loves a genius child.

Kill him - and let his soul run wild.

Langston Hughes

baby we were born for fun

leads my heart
into the unknown


jj - Let Go

me miras de lejos

recuerdas

con una voz baja

dices

te recuerdas de mi?