ay algo amor que simple a vista no se ve

i remember i used to drive

open road made for me

then i took a detour to a rest stop

los angeles was so close

this is not about LA

its about how happy nature used to be

no one sleeps.

got a bad desire

then he opens the door

my curiosity urges me 

walk in

white down comforter

i shy away from

to a wooden chair

true nature

what is my true nature

reckless 

rash decisions

blue carpet

he and i

true nature

idealism

i think the ocean is calling 

wash off my soiled body

lets take a journey

into the weird
a journey into my visual amusement

intrigued

Penguin Horror Series

Duncan Dhu - En Algun Lugar

i held the door open

and you stepped on my shoe
he has nothing to do with it
"you little mean old thing!"




School of Seven Bells - Conjur

despierta

what i want to be
what im going to be

sometimes my body
gets so quiet i can hear my soul,
frantically trying to get out.

i feel....

so fragile
i cant even touch you
afraid
timid love
its not me its you
its not you its me
he comes home with me

one day ill be leaving this town

i would like to live in the country
in a country cottage
with a garden where i will smell the flowers in the morning



Este sitio es tan frío
No hables por mí
No quiero hablar
Es perder mi tiempo
No me hagas reír
No me hagas llorar
No me preguntes mi nombre
No me mires a los ojos
Amigo mío
Camera Obscura - Amigo Mio

follow intuition

I believe there is no reason
for me to change.
Will i eventually end up alone
if i decide not to make changes.
I'm often asked if I regret anything
I've ever written or disclosed or done.
I don't.
People wonder what could possibly be the benefit of about being so completely upfront about this kind of shit.
about how i want grow by experience,
and where i find inspiration in people around me.
I find that laying the bad stuff all out there means that people can't have expectations of me being
anything except exactly who I am.
Sure, it leaves me open to ridicule,
if i open up to everyone
but I think when people do such things,
it actually says so much more about them than it does about me.
im not afraid to have my opinions
and i refuse to let a man
make me believe
i live i a life of no reason
no meaning


Soko - No Love
Joan as Police Woman - Eternal Flame