we hold so many truths.
what are we to believe
really.
are feelings just a chemical unbalance
how can i trust that.
what makes us move on.
im not angry anymore.
but can i really be in love with someone
and fall in love at the same time.
communication is important.
we always wonder if they still think about us
and my little
signs
only remind me that
it doesnt happen as often
why do we reach to our past.
i learn to leave it.
and then i turn back
just because it feels safe to know
i did have feelings
im afraid when he touches me
so i kiss him on his shoulder.
hand.
arm.
push him away.
because i dont trust feelings.
i dont trust this chemistry.
science
laws are broken
mystery spot.
he called
exactly a year has passed
i didnt answer
because there is nothing else
why would you try again
if you know there was absolutely nothing there
it was a mistake.
a mistake where i should have learned
that not everyone deserves someone
he payed what he owed me
and that was it
but just to let him
know
since you
i fell in love
we were just a thing
you know
im thinking maybe i was the bad person
you never really did anything bad
except not be the person i needed
i meet guys
who have to much baggage
thats it
stop doing that
you cant change guys
men dont change
men grow
but they dont change
